04/28/2022
Now that I’m in the third trimester of my pregnancy, I have been reflecting on my health journey to get here.
The first photo is of my nephew and I. At this time I was so excited to have a new nephew, but also was kind of bummed. My health had been terrible the last few years up to this point. Ben and I always talked about wanting kids, but my body was just NOT in the best place to get pregnant. It hadn’t been functioning optimally for at least 5-6 years or maybe more. I had many weird symptoms. I didn’t feel “well”. And I honestly wasn’t sure I’d even be able to get pregnant with my diagnosis of PCOS.
Fast forward to today and that second picture. You see me pregnant at 32 weeks. But what you don’t see is ALL the healing work the last two years prior to me getting pregnant. Thousands of dollars in supplements, holistic healing treatments, hours learning, journaling, therapy, learning to nourish my body again, less intense workouts, learning how to deal with stress & getting out of fight or flight.
My body isn’t “perfect”. And everyone’s body and healing journey is going to be different. But I am SO DANG glad I did the work. Learned how to take care of my body. Learned what was weighing it down(physically and emotionally). Because now in a few months I will be holding my little baby. That I was able to grow myself. I thank god for the opportunity because I know I am extremely blessed to be able to do so when not every woman is as lucky.
The body is so amazing. We just need to learn to give it what it needs, take away what it doesn’t and learn to listen to it ♥️🙏🏼