Exploring The Sacred

01/02/2026

For so long, I believed I needed them.

That I needed someone else to bring me happiness, fulfillment, love, passion, wholeness — you know the whole “you complete me”.

Afterall this is what we’re taught from a young age & culture.
Fairytales.
Romance.
Two hearts becoming one.
Divine union.
Twin flames — whatever language we use.

But what I’m remembering more & more now is this:
No one is coming to save me.
No one is coming to complete me.
And I am not here to save, heal, or complete anyone else.

Who I’ve always needed… is me.

Not in the hardened, shut-down, hyper-independent way — because trust me, I am a deeply feminine romantic heart!

I want to pursue love and be pursued.
I want passion, intimacy, devotion, and sweetness.

It’s just that I also know now that this kind of love comes because I romance myself first.
Because I romance my life.

This is so often the missing key — filling our own cup, tending to our joy, becoming deeply rooted in our own happiness.

And struggle as I may, I am committed to being a deeply fulfilled woman.

And from that place, anyone who enters my orbit doesn’t come to complete me — they get to be the cherry on top of an already beautiful life.

I am here to belong to myself.
I am here to hold all of me.

Because no one else will ever know all of me, hold all of me, or love all of me the way I can.
I belong to me.
And I belong to life itself — simply because I exist.

And sister…so do you.

From this place — this centering, this self-holding, this integration — our external reality begins to mirror the same.

We attract people who see us, support us, and love us in the ways we are already showing up for ourselves.

Yes, we are relational beings.
We need love.
We need connection.
We need support and attachment.

But as within, so without.
It must begin inside of us.

This isn’t about centering others, managing emotions, or earning love by giving yourself away.
It’s about choosing yourself first — again and again.

✨ And if this is resonating… ✨

My heart is opening to hold space for six very specific women who are ready to re-center their lives and create love, relationships, and purpose from a place of wholeness, sovereignty, and Big Heart Strong Boundaries.

If you’re done silencing yourself.
Done over-giving.
Done trying to earn love.

If you’re a big-hearted, sensitive woman who’s ready to protect her energy, honor her needs, and stay rooted in herself — this space is for you.

🌹 Early bird registration is open and closes January 17.
We begin at the end of January.
It’s six weeks.
It’s live.
And we are rising together.

Message me if you’re feeling a yes & ready to know more🙏🫶

12/30/2025

BIG HEART · STRONG BOUNDARIES 🌹

If you’re someone who feels deeply, loves generously, and naturally attunes to others, you may know this pattern well:

You stay longer than your body wants to.
You give even when you’re tired.
You sense everyone else before you sense yourself.

And eventually… you feel depleted, resentful, or invisible.

This Personal Capacity Map is a simple, somatic tool I teach to help big-hearted women recognize when to stay, when to soften, and when to step back—before burnout, caretaking, or self-abandonment sets in.

This work isn’t about becoming harder or less loving.
It’s about learning how to stay open-hearted without losing yourself.

Over the next few weeks, I’ll be opening registration for a 6-week live container designed for a small group of 6 women (who are ready to:
✨ honor their sensitivity without guilt
✨ stop over-functioning in relationships
✨ build embodied boundaries that actually feel good
✨ learn how to give from fullness instead of obligation

We’ll work gently, somatically, and in real-life application—especially around relationships, emotional labor, and nervous-system safety.

I’m opening this at the end of January, and I’ll be offering early bird registration to those who feel called.

If this speaks to you and you’d like more information, send me a message and I’ll share the details with you privately.

You don’t need to become less loving.
You just need more support around how you love. 🤍

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Early bird registration now open—message me ‘BOUNDARIES’ if you want to learn more!

12/29/2025

Coming January 2026! A new 6 week offering of Big Heart Strong Boundaries live !
Comment “Reclaim” to get the early bird enrollment info.

12/20/2025

🌀Reconnection to your center is the path forward. Every day, every moment, return here within for illumination of the next steps without🌀

12/13/2025

Exciting opportunity for my sisters!

Join me for "Big Heart Strong Boundaries: Trusting Your Body’s Wisdom”!

I’m leading at the Feminine Frequency Festival, a global women's wisdom gathering! It’s *free* to join the festival and attend my class:

(1) Today - join the Feminine Frequency festival community here: http://www.fb.com/groups/femfrequency

(2) Then on Sunday Dec 28th / 10pm / central use this same community link to attend my presentation!

This will also be a powerful opportunity for continued connection! After my class, you can remain in the Feminine Frequency community with thousands of amazing women all over the world.

Hope to see you there!

Soul Much love
Emily 🌹

12/11/2025

“Remember this, you are already loved, not by the fickle tides of human affection, but by the source from which you came. It breathed you into life without condition, without demand.

If you wish for love from others, it must begin here —in loving yourself, not in the shallow sense of indulgence, but in the deep sense of accepting your own being without reserve.

For a heart at peace with itself no longer begs…it invites. And when two such hearts meet, their love is not a trade, but a meeting of rivers, each full from its own spring”
-Alan Watts

12/10/2025

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12/05/2025

🌀Learning to Stay With Myself in the In-Between

Most people probably don’t know this about me, but I conducted my master’s thesis research on adult romantic attachment
(*working with the National Institute of Marriage–Branson).

Ever since I was a young girl, I’ve been fascinated by psychology, human behavior, relationships — and especially the ways we love.

And how our early experiences with primary caregivers shape our nervous system’s responses & beliefs around love…
aka, attachment.

And now at 40…
I’m meeting this work in a whole new way.

Not as a researcher.
Not as a therapist.
Not as a facilitator.

But as a woman finally willing to look at her own patterns with a brutally honest, tender heart.

I’ve navigated an anxious–avoidant (aka disorganized) attachment style my whole life.
(It’s the most complex one — the one that says “Come close” and “Stay back” in the same breath.)
And it has shaped so many of my relationships — the ones that broke me open, the ones that stayed, and the ones I walked away from before I had to risk losing myself.

Here’s the truth I’ve been sitting with lately:

Underneath the push–pull of disorganized attachment is a nervous system shaped by unpredictable emotional attunement — not the absence of love, but the absence of feeling truly seen and understood in the moments I needed it most.

It’s not drama.
It’s not indecision.
It’s not being “too much” or “too messy.”
It’s survival wiring.

It’s a body that learned:

Connection is where comfort lives…
and where overwhelm lives.
Both at the same time.

And in attachment language, this means:

❗ “I can’t reliably predict how my emotional world will be met.”

For anyone who grew up with inconsistent emotional attunement:
• connection = the place you went for soothing
• connection = the place where you were often misread, missed, overwhelmed, or left alone with big feelings

So of course I spent years swinging between clinging and withdrawing, between longing and overwhelm, between wanting to be fully seen and wanting to disappear the moment someone actually saw me.

And for the first time in my life, I’m actually learning how to stay with myself in that in-between space —
the space where I used to shut down, run, chase, caretake, numb out, or make myself small.

This is what healing looks like for me now:

Letting myself stay with my body when old panic rises instead of abandoning myself.

Letting myself be seen when I’m messy instead of only presenting the polished, spiritual, “put together” version of me.

Letting myself trust that someone can meet me emotionally without me managing the moment.

Letting myself speak my needs clearly instead of hinting, hiding, or hoping.

Letting myself take space without fear and stay connected without losing myself.

Letting myself be held by people who don’t punish me for the parts I’m still learning to regulate.

It feels uncomfortable as hell sometimes.
It feels like rewiring my entire nervous system from the inside out.

It feels like meeting a younger version of me who never had this level of safety —
and showing her a different way.

And it feels… holy.
Like I’m finally giving myself the love I spent a lifetime trying to earn, chase, or perform for.

If you hold disorganized or anxious–avoidant attachment, please hear me:

You are not broken.
You are not confusing.
You are not “too much.”
You are not the mess you were made to believe you were.

You are a human whose earliest experiences taught you to be hypervigilant about closeness —
and now you are learning that love doesn’t have to be a threat.

You can learn to stay.
You can learn to soften.
You can learn to receive.
You can learn to open without abandoning yourself.

And if I can do this work — after studying it, teaching it, running from it, and circling back to it over and over —
then you can too.

We don’t heal this pattern by performing perfection.
We heal it by letting ourselves be loved exactly where we are.

Messy.
Tender.
In process.
Human.

And still so, so worthy of consistent love.

I’m deeply grateful for the soul family, friends, and special loves walking thru this season of my life, showing up with me — loving the raw, messy, human parts and reminding my body what safe connection can actually feel like. I couldn’t do this without you. ❤️‍🔥

And if this resonates within you, I’m opening another round of Big Heart, Strong Boundaries at the end of January — a 6 week live online journey for women ready to heal deeper layers within themselves.✨

DM me if you want in. I’ve got a special early-bird Christmas rate available.🫶

Soul much love
Emily 🌹

11/30/2025

✨There is no option to “do it all”. You must choose .
Where do you spend your time, energy, resources?
Saying “no” to things is essential to say “yes” to what truly gives you life✨

11/20/2025

✨ Scorpio New Moon Energy ✨

Healing✨ Rebirth ✨Fresh Start

There is something powerful about this one. It feels like a doorway into deeper honesty with ourselves… the kind of energy that invites you to shed an old skin, breathe into your truth, and move forward with clearer intention.

Scorpio doesn’t play on the surface.
It asks us to look at the patterns we’ve outgrown, the emotions we’ve ignored, the shadows we’ve tiptoed around, and the pieces of ourselves that are quietly whispering, “It’s time.”

This new moon is a reset.
A chance to release, recalibrate, and rise into the next version of yourself with more clarity, courage, and emotional honesty.

If you’re feeling called to journal tonight (or anytime this week), here are some prompts in the comments to help you drop into that deeper place:

A few reminders as you journal:
✨ Don’t be afraid to dig deep—Scorpio energy is all about honesty and transformation.
✨ Let this new moon be a clean slate.
✨ Reflect on how far you’ve come since last year’s Scorpio new moon.
✨ And when you finish, choose one small action that aligns with who you’re becoming.

This is a powerful moment to reclaim your energy, soften into what’s true, and open yourself to the next chapter.

If you journal with these prompts, I’d love to hear what comes through for you. 🌙🖤

I love you. You’ve got this.

11/17/2025

May this be our hearts intention…”Bring on the opportunities to love. To love ourself, to love others, to Be the love we are. “
💕 And remember it is often through challenges & darkness that light shines brightest ✨