05/25/2022
HOW TO HAVE ENOUGH DEVOTION ~ Bro. Bhumananda
excerpts
A question in satsanga: We are told to meditate with devotion. How does one know when we have enough devotion? What are the signs?
BRO. BHUMANANDA: Gyanamata, a great disciple of our Guru, once wrote to him:
"For all you are that I know you to be, and for all you are that I cannot know, I offer you reverence, gratitude, devotion and love--but not enough, not enough, it can never be enough."
Master said Gyanamata was a great saint. He used to compare her to St. Francis. And she felt her devotion to God and to Guru was never enough. It could always be more. . . .
Master said, "The searcher of hearts wants only your sincere love. He is like a little child. Someone may offer him his whole wealth and he doesn't want it. And another cries to him, 'Oh Lord, I love you.' And into that devotee's heart he comes running." . . .
The Examples of St. Maximillian Kolbe and Brother Lawrence
Father Kolbe a saint, and during World War II he was interred in one of the concentration camps. And one of this brother monks wrote of their stay in that camp, "He was totally enamored of God. When in the camp he suffered hunger, cold and when we slept on the ground, and when it was already a snowy and icey November, and when we had no water to drink, and when we hadn't changed our underwear in three months, and while the insects and filth tormented us, Father bore it all with joy. It was a way, he felt, he could show his love for God." . . .
In a letter Gyanamata quotes a poem that expresses that thought in a very beautiful way, and it's meant a lot to me though the years so I'd like to close this afternoon by sharing it:
Lord it is my chief complaint
That my love is weak and faint
Yet I love Thee and adore
Oh for grace to love Thee more!
(CONTINUED)