03/29/2026
A week ago today, I lost one of my closest friends, and somehow it still feels just as sharp. I went back to her house and sat at the piano like I had so many times before, letting my hands remember what my heart couldnโt hold. I had to stop more than once.
Grief doesnโt move in straight lines, it catches you in the middle of something familiar and changes it completely. At one point, I whispered to her and told her I needed to know she was still with me, not later, not someday, now.
When I checked the footage, there were two orbs. Quiet, gentle, present. She heard me. And maybe thatโs the part we donโt talk about enoughโฆlove doesnโt end when a body does, it stretches, it shifts, it finds new ways to reach us. Just ask for a sign. They hear you. ๐ค
Renรฉe Marlene Feiger
10.16.1949 - 3.22.2026 ๐ค
I love you, Renee.
Rest in paradise, my Queen๐ข๐ค๐