11/04/2025
This weekend was the start of a brand new chapter. A chapter of resetting, rebuilding, returning to and maintaining higher peace and frequency, and clearing space for abundance. The change and prep for change over the last 3+ months has been OVER-FREAKING- WHELMING. I’ve had a lot of depressed, angry and hopeless days. Even while in therapy and stretching and journaling and being in community. It’s just been a lot.
But the love, consideration, support, joy, peace and laughter I’ve experienced this weekend for my 34th bday and over the last 2 weeks really recharged me. It’s been a minute since I’ve had a heart full of pure happiness, joy and peace. Since I’ve been able to drop my shoulders. I’m so grateful for my family and village.
To my sister— who brought my best friend and brother into town for my bday— heartthrobbing and eyes full of happy tears— thank you. You prevented a crash out and lifted me at my lowest with this. You make me feel like I’m never asking too much to be seen, considered and supported. You energized me and now I’m even more excited for the future. Thank you for seeing me enough to know how to stand in the gap me. I’m choked up with gratitude just typing this. Seeing y’all and my bestie really revived me.
Chapter 34 looks and feels much more doable, peaceful, soft and feminine, and Powerful. Christie at 34 is much more bold, confident, discerning, sure, disciplined, gentle and firm, happy, peaceful, resourceful, communal, powerful. Oo and fine af. Lol There’s no more shrinking, hiding, self sacrificing, playing small, being a martyr. There’s abundance all around. I can drop my shoulders now. 😮💨😮💨
I’m grateful for another year.