01/16/2026
Reposted from my birthday
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Happy 1/11 portal aka 1/11/1 (2026) 1111 today.
The angel number 1111 represents being one with God, angels, and ascended masters. Align your thoughts with the highest goodness and truth in order to bring love into the world. On this day 50 years ago at 3:10 in the morning I entered this realm of light and shadow, and began my journey for truth within this physical vessel. I have been the witness, the victim and the perpetrator in various situations throughout this timeline, shifting back and forth through soul fragments to reach the highest level of understanding, experience, knowledge, and wisdom for the purpose of my souls evolution. I have lost more love than my heart can contain and gained such a huge appreciation for those who have offered their own love back to me by valuing me for who my soul is at its core- an imperfect fractal of Godshard working through the cosmic echos of every genome sequence that traveled these gammas in the void before me. I am reminded today on my solar return that I have lived with humble perseverance and felt every shred of every emotion tenfold for the purpose of bringing light into these dark times. I have borne it all until the light within me was so enveloped by stark utter darkness that it left no stone unturned, no thought untouched by the ravages of pain so etched within my heart that I wished it wasn't beating. And I persevered. I pushed, slowly and painfully to the very bottom of it and found there in the boggy depths my bruised and beaten heart...so skittish, scarred and broken. And I am grateful. For in that moment I realized no matter who, or what, or how I traverse the pain that this shadow realm exists in that I will always find the way back to the light. The way back to myself.
I am the light. The light I AM.
Today I bring rebirth to the light I AM, and allow my heart to open with forgiveness to all who have caused me to feel those very depths of emotional pain and I offer you gratitude for helping me experience those incredible depths of betrayal, anger, embarassment, shame, guilt, fear, hate, worthlessness, and loss. These moments have made my life's tapestry so vivid and plush it is simply unforgettable. Know that in this life and any other that is required I will do the same for you to help your soul evolve.
Many blessings my friends.
I'm back.
How do we feel about a livestream tomorrow night? π