04/23/2022
Spent 15-16 years of my life chasing Money , Status , Success, perfect Body, creating an image that fooled the world. People thought I was doing good, people thought I was happy, and people sadly looked up to me as inspiration to overcome their own insecurities and FEAR. I built a business that trained collectively 9,987 people. I thought I was GOD.
Well years later.. I woke up with everything I thought was important. I got the money, I got the perfect physique, nice house , nice car , newest shoes, nice clothes, watches, expensive vacations (to keep that image alive and well)
Then one day I woke up Alone , lost my best friend, lost my friends , dealt with more legal trouble than most of you know , sad , empty , feeling worthless and SIMPLY DEAD INSIDE 💀
But i learned a valuable lesson , everything we are sold to believe is important is bu****it..
The only things in life That actually matter is love, kindness, compassion, empathy, respect , being authentic and lending an openn hand for people that are in need without expecting anything in return. Because kindness is the fuel that makes us human.
I’ve struggled extremely hard not working for a year , many people don’t understand. But before I can rebuild my wife I need you continue traveling and helping others in need. Don’t get me wrong I’ve been to treatment for substance and alcohol these five times in the past 18 months. But before I can come back to the real world I plan on giving away every last dollar I have, everything I own, everything I used to think it was important.
Call because I built that life based on a façade, it was a lie, I wasn’t authentic and real, and I was never truly myself.
I’ll be back sometime in the future , but as of now I need to help people and GIVE Hey to anyone that needs help in this world. Spent 15-16 years of my life chasing Money , Status , Success, perfect Body, creating an image that fooled the world. People thought I was doing good, people thought I was happy, and people sadly looked up to me as inspiration to overcome their own insecurities and FEAR.