10/21/2025
If you ain't love you then how the f**k do you expect them to**?** Our whole lives we are taught to hate ourselves to never be the center of our own universe because selfishness is next to sinful....
You are the only one who can change your universe to mold it to your will**,** but to do this we must be selfish**,** we must put ourselves as the center of our universe....
I mean**,** if you're not driving the bus then who is**?** Because I'd bet your soul against the fact that we all have self-hatred**,** we all carry guilt in a bag called regrets....
If I'm wrong**,** please correct me.... I'll be waiting**.** You've never been insane**,** so how can you point your finger to label me insane**?**
I wish the old me could resurface to kick this new me's ass because the old me would have never been so reliant on physicality of reality**,** and f**k caring**,** f**k being the bad guy**,** f**k being most hated**,** most taken**,** most sane.... I never would have returned to sanity had I known this is what awaited beyond insane.... Now I have an angelic tag equals a comma along with shadowy intentions at best.... First and foremost must not let him die**.**
He is me or I am him comma still makes it impossible to create an organized plan to shed said feathers with he**,** I,** him**,** me**,** we not knowing and self-sabotage the whole process starting at conception.... You wanna know why you are so important to me**,** so special**?** You wanna know why I dread the day you didn't care....?
