08/25/2022
Well I didnt get any help today to get food. I promised my only friend who calls to check on me and Ive helped her out especially since her husband died 14 years ago and all the years i was working i would help her out, shes 72, has no car or income at all. I promised her i would take to the grocery store, ive had to cancel the past 4 days as i was not feeling well enough. Now I canceled on her again until tomorrow as I have no money to buy food or any food at home left, ive been eating plain white bread for 3 days. Hoping somehow i will get some money for food.
What has happen to me could happen to anybody even that came from a good family and always worked and raised a family and its been like the story of Jobe, everything I worked for and loved for 35 years has been stripped away due to health mostly over the past 5 years and whats happened to me is a lot of why there are so many homeless. And i get so little in todays costly world from disability i could still end up that way. If you know me Im a good person but all over the world bad things happen to good people. Im hoping someone still helps me tonight as Im gonna take her to the store in the morning and i really need a little food until I get my $77 food stamps on the 4th and my disability which is already gone w what is past due and rent.
So Im asking please again for help tonight.
ive been so sick even in the hospital this month, getting hit by so many things i cant pay, im just fu**in hungry now honestly, ive gone through everything edible and not, very upset right now and am still hoping someone will help.
Anybody that knows me knows i was always giving to others all my life, i never expected to be so alone, broke and sick at only 58. Im losing it, having to do whatever to survive even beg right now until i can figure out something that works month to month, but im so beat down, heartbroken, hopeless right now irs hard for anybody who has never been there to understand. Im asking once more today!! Please.
Woke up and found my bank account was breached or a charge from nigeria that i did not do for $35 out of 46 that i was counting on for food to hold me until i get my disability.
Totally out of food and would appreciate any help this morning please! And if possible Facebook holds donation up to ten days from the time the donation is made. I am very grateful for any donations through the facebook method of donating as im sure i will need it still when it comes in,
but if possible please send money through
( Venmo: -Gelb )
or ( Zelle using email: silentmantrameditation@gmail.com )
as it comes instantly which would help a lot!
Much love to you all and thank you! ~rg
ps..don't get my disability for a week and half and besides food have past due utilities and other needed basics, like car insurance, med copays from what the hospital called in, over the counter meds.they told me to take,etc
Im so withered and wounded, if i didnt have kids id end this suffering and pain and there has to be something better than this after i think. But I AM trying to get out of this unsafe dump im living in and figure out a way of making it independently still. Just 5 years ago I had a great job, making good money, very healthy, thriving and helping many people.
Thank you all that have shown me love and kindness, i feel pathetic and embarrassed of these fundraisers but they have kept me from being homeless. This picture is how i feel most days, from physical and emotional pain, taken the day i went to the hospital last week.
