03/05/2021
I fought it for some time now. š
Hey there friends. š
Iāve stayed awake many hours at night trying to figure out how to possibly handle all my obligations. Ones I enjoy, ones I donāt enjoy, ones that provide...just all the things.
About a year ago, we started a beef company to provide for our local community when the fear of a protein shortage and/or quality was being questioned. Weāre generational cattle raisers and had the resources to make sure our community was covered. We thought it would be a short term solution, but what weāve found is that local beef products arenāt going anywhere soon. People want to know where their food comes from!
So weāre just following Godās cues to see where weāre headed, and I just canāt give Restored Rocks the attention it deserves. MORE SO, I feel guilty because I canāt give you the attention you deserve. Your loyalty, kindness, and support deserves 100% and I just donāt have the bandwidth.
So I had to make a decision...weāll, HE helped me make this decision.
I will officially close down Restored Rocks after this month. I have subscriptions to fulfil which are month to month, so on the last days of this month I will cancel all subscriptions. No worry though...everyone will get this last months bracelet and I will POSSIBLY continue the online platform. If managing the website becomes too mundane, I will focus on an ETSY platform that provides all the time consuming tasks of keeping up a website. I was previously on Amazon, but recently took all that down because I chose to rather support a āsmall businessā platform.
THIS WAS HARD....Restored Rocks is my baby and the business and YāALL really got me through some dark times. Healing is really why it all began anyways. Thank you!
But these two rugrats below are my main reason. Yes, I need to streamline my obligations, but I also WANT to spend time with my boys more while being fully present. I want to be their mom again while having the energy and space in my head to create the best memories. Theyāre growing up too fast, and God has nudged me to pump the breaks, and remember that they are the reason Iām here.
It is with a tearful eye I say all of this, but Iām not fully saying bye, but just committing to taking it back a notch.
I love you, thank you and I pray that you are all okay with my decision. ššš¼