11/11/2025
“That’s that lady I just arrested for felonies!”, I told my wife as we drove through town on the way to some friends for a pool day.
This placed me in a different mindset for the rest of the day.
That’s the parking lot where I thought I was going to die fighting a guy over my gun. Years later he shot a brother police officer 6 times in a similar incident.
I found a 2 year old in the middle of the street there once at 4 in the morning. She was just walking around.
I helped work a homicide there where a lady was killed with a hammer and partially buried in the side yard of that house.
We worked a s*x trafficking case there and recovered a 16 year old who had been trafficked since she was 12. I think she was from Iowa.
That’s where an elderly man called 911 and said he was going to kill himself. He waited till he could see my partner and I coming and shot himself in the head.
That’s the street where Jeremy got shot when we were serving a search warrant.
Thats the house a m**h cook caught on fire. That day sucked.
I remember when a brother killed his brother by stabbing him in the neck over the last piece of fish at a family function.
That’s the store where I was hanging on the hood of a car and was going to shoot the driver who was trying to flee with me on the hood. I’m glad he stopped. He and I joked about it years later when I arrested him again for narcotics trafficking.
That’s where I found that goat in the middle of the road. I still don’t know why it was in the middle of town in that neighborhood.
That’s where I chased a 13 year old with a gun. I’m glad he tossed it instead of turning it on me.
That’s where we were forced to kill that guy who was involved in a kidnapping.
Thats where my brother officer died responding to a backup call because of a truck driver high on dope.
That’s the house that burned and 3 people died. It looks like they fixed it up pretty good.
That’s the apartment where I was able to save a baby with a Lego in its mouth.
Thats the house where my partner died by su***de.
These memories never leave, they lie in wait for a while and it only takes one smell, sight, sound, taste, or touch to bring them back up!
To my brothers and sisters in the first responder community if you’re struggling with or please don’t hesitate to reach out.
There is help and the only way through is together!
Stay frosty 🤙🇺🇸
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