01/12/2026
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It’s been one year since the most unimaginable fires whipped through SoCal.
I haven’t shared much about that day, and I’ll continue to keep many of the details private. What I do recall is teaching in the morning and making an off hand remark about the intensity of the Santa Ana winds. I remember the phone call I got from a friend telling me they could see smoke coming from my area and was I okay? I remember turning on the news, seeing the location of the fire, sitting down, and knowing that the day was going to unfold very differently than I had planned.
In a few short hours I’d be breaking countless traffic laws, rescuing my mother from the Palisades, and trying to stay calm as we evacuated the area, along with thousands of other residents, while watching the fire creep closer and closer in the rear view mirror.
My mother lost her home in the Palisades. The only thing left was the underground garage, where miraculously, three weeks after the fire, we were able to locate my step daughter’s car and drive it out intact.
We lost the yoga sanctuary Al and I lovingly worked on for 15 years. Only a few Buddhas remained, reminding me not to be attached, and that nothing in life is permanent.
The fire’s parameter cut right through my other property, stopping a mere 30 yards from the house I had lived in for over 27 years. The mountain behind my house was blackened and scorched and reeked of smoke for months afterwards.
It’s one year later, and we bought a new home. Still in Topanga, of course. These mountains are my heart. But there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t stand on my deck and scan the canyon below for smoke.
I continue to be so grateful for the fire fighters, first responders, and local community members who worked tirelessly under the most extreme circumstances. I can’t even begin to imagine what they went through.
My heart is with those who continue to rebuild, recover, battle the insurance companies, FEMA, or any of the other people and institutions who share responsibility for this tragedy. I pray that they find ease, restitution, and all the loving support they need as they work to heal and rebuild their lives. 🙏🏼