04/18/2026
18 days ago I joined a content creation challenge
I had barely posted in months…and if I’m really honest, a lot of what I had been posting over the past few years felt stale and flat to me.
I had every good excuse…mom life, business, boundaries, the incredibly overwhelming personal healing journey I went through last year… the list goes on…
but the truth is… I was stuck.
Which is wild, because this community I’ve built over the past 10 years… I love you. I feel so grateful for you. I love writing and sharing. And this platform is also the foundation of my business and main source of my income.
So why did I stop showing up the way I used to?
An old story came back.
I felt like too much… and at the same time, not enough.
What I had gone through felt too raw to keep showing up in. I was scared of sharing too much of my family. I got in my head about the noise and pressure… And Instagram started to feel like an echo chamber that didn’t need my voice anyway.
And most of all… I overwhelmed myself with expectations I didn’t know how to meet.
But underneath all of that… I love this platform. Sharing on here is medicine for my own soul
I’ve also been feeling this quiet whisper for a long time to use my voice in a new way… and the more I ignored it, the more stuck I felt.
(I have a “reintroduction” post sitting in my drafts since November 2024 😂)
So… I got help.
An hour before my friend challenge started, I said yes.
Even knowing I wouldn’t make the live calls. Even knowing it would stretch me (the challenge is called Unhinged and Locked In 😳)
The first few days back… my nervous system went insane. I would shake after hitting post. Some posts took hours. Some days it felt like everything in me wanted to avoid it
But I’ve stayed.
And something has started to shift.
The more I write, the clearer I get. The more I remember why I started in the first place.
I didn’t come here to be an influencer.
My deeper intention is to be someone of positive influence.
And that only happens when I actually use my voice.
I’m definitely a work in progress… aren’t we all?
But this is my truth, and I’m really grateful to be able to share it with you 💗