10/28/2022
This is the face you make when you have just finished an awesome workout and you know it’s because God has not forsaken you!! This is my year anniversary of me getting ill to the point of being hospitalized for almost a month, then being isolated pretty much to my room due to light and sound causing me brain shaking pain for almost 6 months! Doctors said that I should brace myself and get counseling for depression because due to statistics this would most likely go on for at least one to two years!😭 I couldn’t work, exercise, laugh, cry, have normal conversations (due to the fact most of the time I couldn’t understand what people were saying) because of the pain I couldn’t comprehend. This was the most painful season of my life on soooooo many levels; physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally!!!
So when I say God is everything and all things, I mean that with my whole heart!! He saw fit to bring me out of that season just shy of 6 months. I followed all the directions I was given and I prayed (even though I was angry, pi**ed, scared, lost, bitter, and tired), I prayed and believed that God would keep me!!! Not only did he keep me but he grew me, taught me, and gave me this testimony!! My life hasn’t been the same since (still recovering/healing from a lot of the pain). But I know peace now, I know my worth now, I know gratitude on the next level, I know patience like never before, I know I’m stronger with him than without him, I know God’s plan may not feel good sometimes but you are better for it if you don’t fight him when you’re going through it!!! So thankful he loves me!!🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
