02/06/2026
I detached from it bc little me was not ready for the old memory to resurface. I was ABLE to detach from it because it fell into my minds category of “too much” and “untouchable”
bc if I looked to closely- it may have opened the door to what I went through, who did it, who didn’t protect me, and all the beliefs I stored about myself bc of the incident - and my mind didn’t want me to see it.
If someone doesn’t want to touch the subject and CAN compartmentalize it easily- I believe there is a system ALL READY IN PLACE within their mind- that directs them to do so. In an attempt to protect ITSELF.
Then there is a horrifying amount of ppl who truly do think this is okay. That using a child, like we see ppl use eachother, is fine bc of a widely accepted belief that children won’t remember, can be gaslit, manipulated and silenced.
I’m not talking about ppl not publicly speaking out against it- I’m talking about the ppl who are non challant, avoidant or just blatantly still siding with the accused offenders.
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