12/19/2025
"Tend to your own heart
As to a fire in winter
And all will be warmed."
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As we move into the darkness and stillness of the Winter Solstice and New Moon, I am filled with gratitude for my time here at Aryaloka Buddhist Retreat Center. Grateful for the ancient, grounding practices of yoga and meditation, the healing force of community, and this sacred container of spiritual growth and connection.
After fully unplugging for a few days and nights, turning off all devices and screens, letting go of everyday habits and routines, it did eventually get quiet. But it always amazes me how loud the mind gets when you first begin to sit in silence. No music, no instruction, no distractions, just you there with yourself, with your ego mind.
It is so deliciously tempting to chase every idea that pops into your head, every lucid daydream or intrusive thought, and I would be lying if I said that I didn't have a busy mind as well. But the longer I practice meditating, the less my mind requires constant stimulation, constant problem solving, constant rumination or anticipation. It is a true dopamine reset for the brain and I highly recommend it to anyone suffering from anxiety, depression, ADHD, or other stubborn mental health problems.
I am feeling so nourished in mind, body, and spirit, remembering that I already have everything I need. I can trust my own intuition and offer myself the love and care that I give to others every day. Metta, or loving-kindness, is a cornerstone of the Triratna tradition, but it is also our true nature and the internal compass that guides us when we are open, receptive, and present. It is a powerful force of personal and collective healing.
Since this retreat, my heart has been overflowing with compassion, and I've been tapping into the deep well of energy within me, which we all have access to as part of this sacred web of humanity. On these darkest days of the year, I invite you to rekindle your own inner light, and know that it will illuminate the path for those around you.
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