01/09/2026
In complete and utter honesty, this was the most anxiety-inducing delivery I have personally supported.
Watching a mother roar her baby into the next field of consciousness is indescribable, but there are plenty of births that shape us for other reasons. I’d wager that most doulas would agree that every birth story sticks with them; we carry parts of these labors and deliveries, whether phenomenal or devastating.
I love this work that I do, and the 3 AM wake-up calls send a rush of adrenaline that I’d attribute to excitement.
“Excitement” is not the word I would use this time, though.
Mom called me in the middle of the day after a regularly scheduled 36 week appointment. Immediately the distress in her voice let me know something was wrong. Baby scored a 2/8 on their biophysical profile, also known as a BPP, and the family was heading to L&D for an emergency cesarean.
What is a BPP? A biophysical profile measures the baby’s health during pregnancy by assessing five key areas: fetal breathing movements, gross body movements, muscle tone, amniotic fluid volume, and heart rate. These are more likely to be utilized in high risk patients as an added layer of surveillance.
Unfortunately, I was not able to make it to the hospital before the procedure began (swift surgery but also it was absolutely dumping buckets this day ⛈️). Instead, I wound up in the waiting room, which seemed like maybe where I was meant to be at that moment anyways, as I quickly found concerned grandparents praying for good news. People often think doulas are just for the birthing person, however that’s not totally true! We support the whole family – including your familial support!
Not the smoothest PACU recovery for mom or baby, but happy tears flew from all when we learned that mom and this long awaited baby were both okay.
Recent update says they just had a wonderful first holiday season as a newly expanded family 🤍