15/02/2022
I recently wrote about Courage.
COURAGE
Courage is defined as the quality of mind or spirit to face problems or fear.
I was reminded of being courageous to start college at the ripe age of fifty. Each of my early classes were an act of courage – algebra at the beginning again – English composition to learn how to write for each of the next college classes.
Early in my college experience, I volunteered with ESL to assist with a class of pre-literate Sudanese women. We used pictures to help them understand this new language. I showed a suitcase and learned that they walked for miles with numerous clothing items piled on their body. I nearly collapsed bawling as the enormity of their courage struck me. Could I do that? The situation would have to be desperate to walk away from all that’s familiar and endure walking forever – day and night.
It took a lot of courage for me to continue with my Tending the Holy classes to become a Spiritual Director. This was after I had been forced to retire early under a new administration, treated as a disgruntled employee.
Fear can keep us from being able to draw upon the courage we need to move forward. What do I fear? The courage I need now is to open the door. I am far too in the habit of hiding in the shadow of my health issues blaming the Coronavirus Pandemic of my need to stay safely hidden, uninvolved.
Karen Hering advised us to recite the following to help us move beyond our fears: “I release you fear, I release you fear, I release you fear. I am not afraid to keep learning: Watercolor, Aromatherapy, Healing Touch, the FODMAP diet, French, or to meet asylum seekers trying to assimilate into Minnesota, United States of America.”
Joshua 1:9 (New International Reader's Version)
“Here is what I am commanding you to do. Be strong and brave. Do not be afraid. Do not lose hope. I am the LORD your God. I will be with you everywhere you go.”
Read a true story of courage: Warriors Don’t Cry by Melba Pattillo Beals about being one of nine black teenagers, chosen by the NAACP, to integrate Little Rock’s Central High School. It took all her faith and courage to endure the daily abuse by these white students and the white adults who did not want the ni***rs integrating their precious white school. Read Beals follow up book, I Will Not Fear, My Story of a Lifetime of Building Faith Under Fire.