01/01/2026
I was always going to be spending this new years alone, and I’d made peace with that (after a teensy freak out at the fact my parents revealed to me that they had made plans and I was the only one that hadn’t) - I cooked up a few ideas of escaping to a countryside Airbnb, or heck spending 24hours in Paris or Amsterdam or something equally as iconic…
But after battling through the most horrendous few weeks of illness after illness after illness, it was clear I needed to stay closer to home, in my cosy sacred safe space 💜
And tbh, it ended up being iconic in its own way. I got the whole year to spend time abroad and stay in airbnbs and live life loudly, I don’t need to do it all just because it’s NYE. I think I always felt I needed to be ‘seen doing something’ - to be seen living and doing all the things maybe to prove a point that I could (mostly to myself). But perhaps the point I needed to prove to myself this time around it’s that I simply don’t have to 🦋
Happy New Year everyone, thank you for all the love, well wishes and support sent, I’ll be back on my feet soon 🫶🏼