07/04/2026
This morning, as soon as I woke up, my house helper told me, “The ash gourd has gone bad.”
I said, “Yes, I already knew the day before yesterday that it was going to spoil.”
At first, this may sound like a small and ordinary incident. But it is deeply connected to everything I am about to share.
Read this article till the end, and you will understand how the ash gourd is connected to this story.
For years, I have worked as a healer and therapist, helping people return to normal life after intense emotional and spiritual suffering. In fact, there is hardly any life crisis after which I cannot help a person come back to normal within three months.
I have walked with countless people through the darkest nights of their lives. I have seen souls broken by divorce, shattered by betrayal, wounded by infidelity, confused after twin flame encounters, and deeply hurt by the pain given by parents.
I had helped these people release anxiety, depression, and sadness that they had been carrying for 10 to 70 years.
I had seen these people return to life again. I had seen them smile again.
Mujhe laga ki mere Turkash main vo sare teer hai jinse main koi bhi problem solve kar sakti hun.
Par Tabhi ek new life crisis meri life main aayi- Black Magic Attacks.
And the most heartbreaking part was this: it did not come from a stranger.
It came through a person I once thought was my hero.
Perhaps I was being prepared for an upgrade.
I remembered what many of my clients had told me in the past. Some used to say that even before they had met me in person, I had appeared in their dreams and guided them when they were in emotional pain.
One client told me that she had been in deep depression all day, and when she slept at night, a negative entity was trying to take her away. She said that at that moment I came there, fought that negative force, and put her soul back into her body. The next morning, she woke up cheerful, and her depression was gone.
When people used to say such things to me, I would laugh.
I thought maybe they loved me too much. Maybe they admired me. Maybe they were just emotional and saying beautiful things.
I did not believe them.
But one day, during meditation, something happened that I can never forget.
I had a divine experience so powerful that words still fail to contain it.
I saw Durga Maa.
She placed a kavach upon me.
And then I saw an army of women in red dress—countless, radiant, powerful. Thousands of them. I cannot explain the magnitude of what I saw. Then Maa Durga said:
“You are one of them. I am giving you the weapon of knowledge. With this, you must destroy the demons.”
Then I was shown the people who would help me in this mission. Maa placed protective Kavach on them too.
And in that moment, something inside me became absolutely clear.
I understood that I am a warrior soul.
A soul meant to fight negative forces, to bring right knowledge to people, and to help heal depression, confusion, and suffering.
But even in that divine moment, a mother’s heart within me cried out.
I said, “But Maa, my elder son… please save him. When he sleeps near that black magic practitioner, the practitioner chants vashikaran mantras. Negative energy is being sent to my son even through food. My son sees this demon as his well-wisher because of the relationship he shares with him, and that demon appears very innocent on the outside. He also uses threats of su***de to emotionally blackmail him indirectly. My son has no idea that this person is actually his greatest enemy—someone who has trapped his soul through ta**ra and affected his subtle body with dark forces.
And Maa’s answer pierced me with both pain and truth.
Then Maa said to me that divine support is available to everyone, but still, whether one is a child or an old person, everyone has to fight their own battle, no one can be freed without awakening their own inner power.
She said that my son too has divine support, but he must awaken his own soul power and free himself. He also has past life karmas to clear with these people and lessons to learn that my love and protection could never have taught him. That is why he is with them. She told me to focus on the work I had been sent here to do.
It was an extremely fulfilling meeting with Maa in meditation.
During those days, something extraordinary began to happen.
One after another, messages started coming to me within my mind.
Clear guidance. Direct warnings. Inner instructions. I began to understand where the danger was, from whom it was coming, and what I needed to do next.
I was guided about what spiritual practices I needed to strengthen, what steps I had to take for protection, and how to increase my positive power so that the darkness around me could not overpower me.
It felt like the Divine itself had stepped forward and begun guiding me directly.
something within my soul changed.
It felt as if hidden codes inside me had been activated.
I began to experience powers that had never existed in me before.
The first was the power to see truth.
If someone lied to me, I would not just feel suspicious. I would suddenly get an inner vision of the truth. It would appear before me with shocking clarity. This was especially significant because since childhood I had been innocent in many ways. Yes, I had mischief in me, but I was also deeply simple-hearted. Fooling me had once been easy for people. I often gave others the benefit of the doubt.
But now I was in danger.
And when danger became real, I was given the power to see through deception.
The second power came through smell.
Whenever a negative presence came close to me, I would immediately sense a foul, disturbing odor. And whenever a holy presence came to protect me, I would smell the fragrance of roses.
Dear ones, because of these negative influences, I have been facing many obstacles in my work. But with the help of spiritual sadhana and healing exercises, I am removing these obstacles and working day and night to create world-class healing and spiritual memberships for all of you—memberships through which you will be able to solve every problem in your life and become so spiritually strong that no negative force will be able to harm you.
On 5th April, I wrote an article. After reading it, the person I believe practices black magic in my life became triggered, and the very next day I sensed a wave of negative energy being sent toward me. I immediately detected it through smell, and during my पूजा I received guidance from Devi Ji about what changes I needed to make in my spiritual practice to cut the effect of that evil influence. The damage that could have been 100% became only 10%.
Here is an eye-opening life lesson I learned from observing narcissistic people, and I want to share it with all of you:
The black magic practitioner in my life receives financial support from his mother, which he uses to learn and practice such things. His mother may not know black magic herself, but she knows how to lie in a way that can completely destroy someone’s life. Overnight, while sleeping, she can make a plan about what mind game she will play, how she will play it, and whom she will involve in order to corner her current enemy. And believe me, her enemies keep changing depending on where she sees benefit. In one night, she can turn an enemy into a friend if she feels that person can help her defeat another enemy.
Even if you know that in the past she caused me great harm, you may still get trapped in her game because she speaks with such conviction, twists the truth so skillfully, and presents herself as helpless and innocent. You may get involved in her dirty mind games thinking she is the victim, without even realizing what is happening. In evilness, she is no less than any black magic practitioner. Both mother and son are alike. When they speak, it is as if honey is dripping from their tongues, and their faces look innocent and pitiable, but at that very moment they are stabbing someone in the back.
The lesson is this: increase your spiritual and healing powers so much that, with divine guidance, you are able to see the truth. Because narcissists and black magic practitioners have the ability to bypass ordinary intuition and even logic. In such cases, sixth sense, intuition, or logic may not be enough. The only skill that truly works is the ability to connect with the Divine through the power of the subconscious mind and receive guidance. And this skill develops only after deep spiritual & healing practices.
One tip for all of you: keep an ash gourd in your home. Normally it stays good for many months, but if negative energy enters the house, it absorbs that energy and spoils quickly. Then you can throw it away outside.
Love & Light
DR. Shruti Upadhyay
