12/01/2026
I shared this in my stories, and have been so appreciative for the kindness and encouragement, that I thought I'd let it take up a longer residence in a reel 😂
I recently was asked to share 'My Story' with the Oncology Buddies magazine. I thought, "sure, no problem. I talk about my journey with cancer all the time."
Sjoe, it was so much harder seeing it on paper condensed into 2 pages, and far more final than a spoken story. So it has taken me 6wks to decide to get over myself and just share this version.
I do think that the way I recount my story changes every time I tell it. Each re-telling processing some part of it with more importance. And a lot of this has to do with the fact that my story is also very much still ongoing - fear of recurrence, survivor guilt, a weird relationship of checking in with where I stand with death and dying, random moments in life feeling suddenly heightened when I realise I could easily not have been present for them, boredom at my own repetition of my story and worry about how that same repetition is probably received by others that might think it's time to get over this now and be grateful for my luck while it lasts... I could write another 2 pages.
I love hearing other people's stories and I hope that sharing mine might invite some of you to share yours.
Also - ladies go for your pap smears and anyone who can (boys and girls) - get your HPV vaccine.
Love always,
Louise