09/03/2026
This is me! I am so misunderstood in my greater family circle, but I am determined to shine the light of awareness on the healing and growth aspect of our journey in this lifetime. Being awake is always met with resistance by those who are not ready to confront their darkness. And as we are confronted by the darkness and resistance in others, we are given a very real and tangible opportunity to dig a little deeper and be more vulnerable within aspects of our own shadow. This is powerful work. We are all just mirrors to each other. So when you don't accept me, and this hurts or triggers me, this is a reflection (for me) that there are still aspects within my own small self, which feel rejected.
All the more reason to show up authentically. I was a 'yes sir' person for so many years. A 'good girl' who was too scared to speak my truth for fear of ruffling feathers. Or being judged. For fear of being misunderstood. Or for fear of being shamed or made to feel 'stupid'.
But I believe that while we are forced to stagnate because we are living misaligned from our truest and most authentic nature, we are shrinking ourselves only to keep others happy. That is not living. When we come from an authentic place it's very difficult to 'hurt' people. Authenticity has a very high energetic frequency. So when people are displaced by one's true nature revealing in love, that is simply a reflection of the fact that they have not yet been able to meet themselves at level of raw authenticity. But we cannot apologize for that. We must continue to shine in spite of the resistance, ridicule or friction.
No one is stuck in their heredity or in their rigid belief system. We just choose to be. It's easier. It's safer. It's predictable. And anger or 'playing small' (because we are asleep to our true nature) is so much eaiser than introspective awareness.
So while many keep their heads in the sand, I'm the one who colours outside the lines, I question stagnant family patterns and behaviours. I challenge limiting beliefs. Living awake is the only way to live. Once you 'see what's on the other side' it's impossible to unsee the truth. It's sometimes lonely path to grapple with these dynamics, to feel rejected or judged. But when we know that people and circumstances are always serving us, we have no choice but to show up and weather the storm KNOWING unequivocally that we have co-created these circumstances for our growth.
