05/11/2025
💭 “Was not able to pay myself a salary end October. Just want to cry…”
That’s not a complaint — it’s a confession.
A moment of truth many independent practitioners, creatives, entrepreneurs, and healers rarely say out loud.
As a Traditional Health Practitioner (THP) working in independent capacity — with a small but committed support team — the journey is as sacred as it is uncertain. We hold space for others’ healing, teach about Indigenous Health Systems, serve communities that trust us with their deepest wounds… and yet, some months, the arithmetic simply doesn’t add up.
Because the work of service — ancestral, spiritual, and communal — does not always move in sync with the financial calendar. Healing doesn’t follow payday cycles. Impact doesn’t come with a payslip.
October tested me. Not because I’ve lost faith, but because even the most purpose-driven work sometimes collides with real-world pressures — rent, data, groceries, medication, fuel, the quiet dignity of being able to say “I’m okay.”
My support staff — who believe in this calling — reminded me: “This is part of the process, Jameo. The work you do is bigger than one month’s income.” And they’re right. The calling doesn’t pause when the balance dips. It deepens.
But I share this not to elicit sympathy. I share it because we must normalize honesty among professionals — especially those in community-facing and traditional healing spaces. We can’t decolonize health and wellbeing while romanticizing struggle or silencing vulnerability.
This moment reminded me:
- Healing work requires not only spiritual stamina but economic resilience.
- Running an independent practice requires business literacy, strategy, and support just as much as clinical and cultural competence.
- And most importantly, rest is also medicine.
So today, I choose to breathe. To acknowledge that I’m still standing; still serving, still believing.
To those walking a similar path, may we remember: the value of our work is not always reflected in what the bank shows at month-end, but in the lives we touch, the lessons we teach, and the lineages we honour.
🕯️ May our work continue to find the sustenance it deserves: spiritually, emotionally, and yes, financially.