24/04/2026
Reflection of self :
By Dr AK Pillay
There comes a time in every man’s or woman’s life to make heavy choices , to face himself , to ask the difficult questions that only he can answer completely and truthfully in order to elevate his understanding of life
It’s probably at that same time many decision about what his life current and his future life look like ahead,, to ask yourself where and how you wish your life to direct , what would u envision? , whether with a spouse, maybe children, network of friends , what’s your plans for work , education , how can you be a valuable member of community and society at large and , …assuming we reach 5 years away what do u see for ur life ?
Then with deep introspection which is probably for some an extremely feared experience as you would have to face honest questions from yourself about yourself and unbox them one by one until honestly understood with depth in reflection of self
I’ve deliberated for months with this internally and mentally and many more difficult questions and sat with it, took account for it, understood it in attempt to find and accept the difficult answers in an effort to improve myself even by possibly forgiveness for yourself or others
Then the next part is to Understand what’s holding you back from being the best version of yourself to obtain what you want as your goals or dreams
On the contrary , Maybe then Picture the multitude of your faults that you have because none of us are without and multiply those negatives and see what that picture would be, which Portion of hell will you occupy in five years by not correcting things that need to be corrected ,accepting and taking accountability and responsibility in order for self growth .
Draw a sketch map even if it’s a rough draft of how are you going to obtain those goals and bein good human in the process?
It will be been quite transcending journey emotionally and spiritually and mentally . You will get uncomfortable as some of you may already know , and most of you have decided not to put the effort into your self reflection with introspection possibly afraid of what you may find , use use the discomfort to take the time with yourself,I suggest that you challenge yourself to take depth with same introspection as outlined above cos I believe it’s answers are deep within you if u wish to go the distance.
Don’t be too hard on yourself on the journey for your wrongs but identify and access change , I’ll be certain when you come out the other side , the clarity is blinding with vision , with a genuine humbling experience and true healing and progress now begins .
With this in mind :
As for me and my house; we shall serve the Lord and aim to get closer relationship with God.
To best serve and provide for my wife and kids -emotional, mentally , financially the best life I can for them whilst on this earth and be the best husband and father I can be with conscious choice to do so as they are my favorite people on earth
I am formally back to work at Our Shelly branch on Monday 17th renewed in focus, centered with humility , driven with my ambition but most importantly clear , calm and committed with strength in my faith that what can be done , will be done for me owning my responsibilities in the decisions I can make.
I trust your understanding and appreciate all of you for your support and thank you for choosing MD24 as your healthcare needs and for your loyalty , we will remain committed and dedicated everyday forward myself and team MD24 aim to manage your healthcare with utmost honor with gold standard level of compassion and care .
There is a profoundness within the message above and if that message has reached you, we welcome you to share your thoughts. We welcome you into our practices so that I can assist you and lead you and guide you forward as I’ve been placed in a specific position within our community and will hold that position with Grace , respect and honour,
Further, the above was not shared for any sympathy or empathy , rather more for enlightenment and knowledge, guidance information and with the hope that it may help you improve you as well.
Teteletsai ,
Yours Truly with love
Dr Alstynn Kenneth Pillay
MD 24
