20/06/2025
Marked Off & Tuned In
Today I drew a line through the calendar and gifted myself a pause—a day dedicated to reconnecting, recharging, reflecting and simply loving myself.
For most of my life, I’ve been met with one of two responses—those in awe of my ability to rise through pain and those who tried to dim the light they didn’t understand. Truthfully, I never saw it as strength. I just did what I had to do. Since I was a little girl, I’ve felt out of place in a world that rarely made sense.
I’ve been navigating a battlefield for most of my life. If you’ve ever walked beside me, you know—my journey hasn’t exactly been subtle. One plot twist after the next.
It hit me hard. I was already in the depths of one of my darkest emotional chapters. The thought that this would be a constant thread in my life? Crushing. But then came clarity. The kind of clarity that only comes from sitting still in the middle of the storm and listening.
I realized I am the gift. I’ve always been the one turning pain into power, darkness into wisdom. I’m the one who holds space, who sees through shadows, who helps others rise from their ashes while navigating my own. Every time I’ve been torn down, I’ve rebuilt—wiser, stronger, more aligned. I wasn’t cursed. I was called.
My calling? Emotional mastery. Spiritual anchoring. Energy alchemist. To be the calm inside the chaos. To be the soul who holds space when the world is unraveling. That pull I felt as a child—it was real. It was my soul whispering, “Keep going. You came here for this.”
And now, I own it fully. I am a spiritual alchemist. I am a way-shower. I am here to stir the waters and remind others of who they are—through love.
But here’s the truth: I never would’ve remembered any of this if life hadn’t dragged me to the bottom of that deep, dark sea. If I hadn’t hit the depths, I wouldn’t have seen the ropes that needed unraveling. And in naming each one, I found my freedom, my purpose.
So if you’re reading this: your pain has purpose. Your journey is not random. Every heartbreak, every loss, every storm is asking something of you. There’s a gift underneath it all—if you’re brave enough to look.
With every ounce of love and light in me, I hope you honor your path for what it is: sacred. Stop hiding from the mirror. Stop shrinking from your own power. Finding myself was the hardest, loneliest, most liberating thing I’ve ever done. I’ve lost people I never imagined living without. But I’ll never regret choosing me.
Not ever.