25/10/2024
Sharing most amazing testimonial from Orna Joubert, who completed The Reality Creation Process ( RCP) course and her DKE and QSE with me. .. (Thank you for sharing this part of your journey with me)
"The Reality Creation Process came into my life at a time I was desperately looking for solutions and answers and to "belong". I always felt I did not fit in, no matter where, or whith which group, I connected.
A time when I could no longer accept my "normal" physical, emotional, situation. A time when I felt; this is it, I either get healed for real, or die and go "home"!
Our children, Jakes, Bianca and Rona, introduced my husband and I, to RCP. The way they explained it, helped us to understand enough of the process, to be willing to try it.
I was unsure at first, but quickly realised that this process is what I have been waiting for!
As my husband and I listened to Aarun explaining the process, we nodded in agreement so much, we almost suffered from headaches!
Everything he said made sense!
All of it resonated in our beings and when we reached the part about "identities", I had to make a 360 degree turn on what I had learned before. I had DID that was caused at 4years of age and at age 39, I started with intense pastoral healing sessions, which helped, but was not enough. I kept feeling; shall we just say, weird, lonely, empty, unworthy, scared etc...
Needless to say, my systems of perception, needed a lot of adjustment now and some adjusted quicker than others. It felt as if a lifetime of almost 56 years(then), had to "change". Was it possible? Yes, fortunately! How? By choosing; by understanding what to choose and how to choose. By changing my angle and degree of perception, by understanding that I have been "killing myself" for years, (I nearly fainted from shock when I heard this!) But then I also heard that it could be corrected. (What a relief!)
I have also been unsure of trusting new people and groups, because I did not want to get hurt or be misunderstood again. I actually considered becoming a recluse!
But; we saw how our children flourished under the guidance of the Etayowa community and we decided to trust them and the process.
We worked through the course and when it was time to book our DKE and QSE sessions, I had al sorts of excuses why I could not do it yet. Eventually I plucked up enough courage to schedule our sessions and in stepped Gale McAll and Allison Glasser, two beautiful souls!
Gale was "assigned" to me and I could not have asked for a better guide and friend. She covered me with love, acceptance, understanding, patience, even willing to go the extra mile or ten, for me, within boundaries(which is important)
Gale helped me to trust the process of choosing a life I love and to believe in it. There was a moment when I/my systems, were so scared, that I just could not go forward. Gale then used her other gifts of kinesiology etc, to help shed light on the reasons why and it was an amazing experience!
I have appreciated her perception, sensitivity, warmth and compassion and still do. She allows me to be me, to discover who I truly am, by just being there, creating a space to be safe and open in.
We have progressed through our DKE and QSE sessions and have done several integration sessions, as well as others, and we are so grateful for the changes in our lives.
To know and understand that I am a creator, that I am connected to the Creator of the universe on a level far more fulfilling and beautiful than I ever thought possible, is so humbling, so amazing and awesome, that I just want to shout it out from the mountain tops! My relationship with all of creation, has changed positively, keeps on changing and deepening in love and respect, seeking for all to understand and live a life they love, so that our universe can resonate with love and unity, beauty and prosperity, in complete harmony, complete balance!
I am now actively creating "Me".
At first I thought I had to create a business or some amazing career, to be a successful entrepreneur etc. This caused distress, because right now I could not do any of that and it made me fall back to; "I am not good enough, I am a failure... ", until my Source Self showed me that I am good enough and that I am creating "Me", the person"
This flowed from my heart after reading Aarun's book and being inspired by it. ☺️
Orna Joubert
