15/08/2025
Oh Hey!
It has been a while between posts!
I’d like to say that life has been amazing and I’ve been smashing goals.
But, that wouldn’t be 100% true!
Motherhood has been a rollercoaster!
I am absolutely loving being a mum and watching our tiny human grow!
But, no one warned me about some of the challenges I could face when I became a mum.
Before giving birth, I knew things would change, however there is no way I could have prepared myself for what I have faced!
Motherhood has not only shown me some raw parts that need some love and attention, but it has also shown me that I need to approach myself and my body differently.
The hardest part I wish I was warned about is the grief and longing for old versions of me and the loneliness.
I went from knowing my true self and having a purpose pre-pregnancy to loving sharing my body with my baby to feeling lonely and empty.
I am a true believer that we evolve through the seasons of our life, with the different versions of ourselves blending from one to another. However, for me, motherhood has been more of a close in a chapter. I have moved forward, but without being given the time to fully process the change as I move. I not only long and essentially grieve for who I was , but I also don’t quite know how to process the loneliness I feel within now that my baby is Earth side.
But life isn't about the destination. It’s about the journey!❤️