15/12/2025
In my late 20s, very early 30s I hit rock bottom. Numbing a dissociating with drugs and alcohol.
It wasn’t the dramatic kind, it was the quiet kind that steals your joy, your spark, your sense of self.
And people will tell you
“This is as good as life gets now.”
As if numb is normal.
As if surviving is success.
Absolutely DO NOT listen!!
Because when you go all in on you, when you choose healing over coping. When you meet your shadows instead of running. When you become everything you were told not to be, too much, too honest, too alive..🖤
Something shifts. 🔥💫
Joy returns. 🖤
Not fragile joy.
Free joy.
The kind that lives in your body, your breath, your boundaries.
Life doesn’t shrink after healing.
It expands in ways you couldn’t even imagine while you were surviving.
This isn’t the end.
Darling It’s only the beginning. 💫🖤🔥
