08/09/2018
Control
~Amelia Ziegler ~
Mornings are not my favorite thing, waking up to have breakfast never seemed to make sense to me. So waking up and getting dressed is one good thing that make my head pound. I don't have breakfast I make my self a giant cup of coffee with with a patient list like mine a cup of coffee always helps.
As I drive to my office, I have been working here 2 years but I have been a psychologist for 6 years I treat people with recurring personalities or actions for example: s*x addicts, controlling people and depleting personality.
As I reach my office my assistant, Jia is already waiting for me with a box of donuts.
Me: "morning" looking at the donuts only taking one " so how is my day going? " I take a generous bite of the donut.
Jia: takes the black book of schedules " you have Mr Jaxson and Mr Langdon back to back then a thirty minute break then Ms Lisbon and at one you..."
I zoned out taking another donuts.
Pretty soon I got my boring self on my table taking out Mr Jaxson's file as a note book making sure I keep my cup close as I seat on the couch till the door opens and I am with ' da ' man.
- Nicolas Jaxson -
I f**k up... I f**k up every day but I didn't come here to f**k up. All I have to do is seat for an hours talking the beautiful blonde with mind blowing eyes, while I tell her my day and my life and she doesn't judge. She always smiles politely. But I have a feeling the I remove that awful garb she calls cloths she would be smoking like a house on fire.
Her: "what do you understand about her breaking up with you?"
Me:" well we didn't break up she left and her contract was over a few days ago."
She looks at me and writes down notes. I always wonder what I hells name is she writing.
Her: " so you had no emotional connection to her?"
Me: " yes... What we had was purely fun."
Again with the writing! she is like a reporter. Being that I run a multi nationally established cargo and export business I meet a lot of reporters some wanting to jump in to my pants but Dr. Ziegler didn't do that like my last female doctor did like keep asking' how did it make you feel? ' or jump my bones a second she gets a call.
I have called Dr Ziegler to my house after my nightmares got out of hand, she calmed me down and tried to find a link between them and my love for control ' they are a hint ' she said.
She never crosses the boundary, so I don't cross it. But if I am ever given an chance I would give Dr Ziegler's the greatest f**king of her life, by bending her over her huge oak table - focus!! I shout to my self - she was telling me what she gathered and I almost missed everything while wondering what color her breast are.
Her:" ... So you have to connect all you need is one human friend not your dom friends, a practical friend and not telling you to waste you time looking for friends like you are a kindergarten student. Because I think you already have a plain human friend its just you don't see him. I am not saying tame yourself because a person with your mouth needs to know the limits. "
Instead of fighting her I nod, I am very bored I need average living a vanilla guy friend to change my dominant mind. So can see how Vanilla's act around human.
Her: " light bulb" she says suddenly with a smile revealing her pearly whites " this Friday is a small office event you can come by there will be other patients around so you can socialize. "
Me: " I don't know I might show up... When is it?"
Her : " Friday 7 pm... There will be no alcohol " she says
Me : "I will see what I can do." I say standing up." Have got a meeting in 20 minutes. "
She smiles standing up shaking my hand telling me she will see me next time. As I switch on my phone a million calls coming and messages and emails.
