09/26/2020
We are living under a great illusion: we feel as if we have so much control over our thinking. Itās not your fault though, we have been conditioned this way.
I am just throwing a number out here, but I would say that generally, we are unconscious of our thinking for 90% of the day. And these unconscious thoughts are always going on in our head. Imagine that these unconscious thoughts produce the following sound: beep, beep, beep.
Now, there are sometimes when we do consciously catch ourselves in a thought stream and we notice ourselves ruminating. Immediately, we attach to the thought and we feel as if it is a part of us, instead of a thought we are just witnessing. Imagine a conscious thought makes the following sound: whoosh, whoosh, whoosh.
Furthermore, letās combine the two sounds, conscious and unconscious. When we catch ourselves in a thought stream, the rhythm sounds like this: beep, beep, beep, whoosh.
The āwhooshā has begun to serve as a cue signal to us to feel in control and mostly responsible for our thinking. Thatās what is going on in your mind all day: millions and millions of rhythms, and the cue signal has served as a very powerful, overarching loop in our mind.
Itās very interesting to look at the world this way, because it begins to make you feel a bit powerless, which naturally causes us anxiety because it goes against everything weāve been conditioned to believe. The human illusions that we live under as a result of our consciousness are truly so fascinating.